I'm thinking of staying at home next year when my second baby is born, with God's grace all will be fine. But I'm wondering if I'll be okay since I've always worked. I have stayed at home for maternity leave. (in this country they give you 4 months to stay at home) But, I was overwhelmed with my first baby. I think it was because I had never taken care of a baby and I was so nervous and scared hoping my baby was always fine. I think this time around, with the experience, I am more organized.