a lazy sunday afternoon...

yea that'll do it....back when I went to church, i basically looked posessed by a demon, you know..like I am now most times...down, unhappy looking...spaced out without a care
There are some people that actually told me at times that I have "that look in your eyes, like your about to go postal"
and what's funny is I have that look almost all the time even when I'm nothin near that feeling...gotta be the eyebrows or sumthin
 
ah yes... church... great place to sleep.

until some kid starts screaming and you jolt awake and yell "What the FUCK was that?"
 
the church had some part in stealing my mom from my family
(we're not bad at all,..they are for making her leave)

so the next time i step foot in church..expect some explosions

i love god and jesus and all that...but it's the churches that are screwed up these days....i don't need a church to praise the lord

though i haven't done that in a while either....i'm christian,..but i feel i have no religion or faith...always wanted to be a buddha and meditate..but maybe not
 
i know what you mean... i was raised in a christian family... they wanted me to be a good little christian boy... sure, i believe god's somewhere... he just doesn't seem to be very active in my life.
 
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