a fucked up thing happened today...

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Mai Y

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Today i was cleaning my room (I do that about once every 10 years), listening to APC. I was picking some stuff up when I felt an almost irresistable urge to scream. I almost lost it. I started throwing stuff and got really pissed off for no apparent reason.

It was kinda the same thing that happened to me while I was still working in Surrey. I was working, it was raining, i was weed whacking banks, and couldn't keep my footing, my weed whacker was being a bitch, so I nearly beat the shit out of the nearest thing I could find. In this case, a group of barrels that were there for some unapparent reason.

Yeah... same kinda deal. So, here I was, about to beat the shit out of my bed with a metal bar, when I thought to myself... "ed... what the FUCK do you think you're doing?" That little voice saved my bed... I slowly regained some of my sanity. I was still throwing things around, though, it's my way of sorting through stuff. "garbage... not garbage... etc etc." You know how it goes.

Anyway, a question arose in my mind. Am I legally insane? There are times when I question my sanity. This was one of those times. The last time was the aforementioned event in Surrey 3 months ago. Who knows when the next one will hit me.

The question I ask you now is.... Is there a cure? If there is, hook me up. :)
 
You are NOT BY ANY MEANS INSANE. You are perfectly normal, it's just that your stress level is building up, and you cannot contain it. Just get it all out, but if I were you I would recommend getting a broken piece of electronic equipment and smashing that. I find that much more satisfying; the circuit boards, chips, and transitors go flying everywhere, creating some beautiful carnage.

Works for me...but I feel you should see a shrink, and try to meet someone you will love online. Try eHarmony, Match.com, etc. The perfect soul mate will come, just wait.

I've been here for about the same amount of time as you, and I notice that all you do is wallow in your own shit. You have to go places, meet people, etc. Whatever floats your boat, get out and do. Don't just sit around on your ass eating Krispy Kremes, because that won't get you anywhere.
 
I've experienced similar moments of completely unprovoked blind fury. Stress can be a total bitch sometimes. There have been times I've woken up in the middle of the night screaming in anger and wanting to destroy everything within 10 feet of me.
 
I love carnage. I just need something else to smash with a metal bar instead of my bed. I've been dismantling an old bed (not mine) for the past half hour. I like breaking things.



I've never been to those sites. I don't seem to need them. I have recently "met" somebody via another site. It's a fucked up world it is :)



I hate krispy kreme. Last time I went there, I felt like shit for a week. I like Tim Horton's... a donut shop that none of you have heard of cause it's a Canadian thing :) .

But, you are correct. I've always longed to go out... see places... meet people... do that stuff. But, I don't have enough money, I don't have a job, I don't have a driver's licence. Once I get those three things fixed, I most certainly will make like a bat out of hell and leave this town.



is da troof :)
 
You've finally gone insane! :thumbsup: I've been insane for some time now...It's fun! Always people to talk to...even when no ones there... :)
 
who is apc?
why do you call yourself ed?

sanity is only something that insane people dont wonder if they have.
the rest of us question it.
and its overrated anyways.
 
i think you should stop listening to crap music, that might help. put in some good old suicidal tendancies, some slayer, and loose the apc.

and those people are liars, your name is unforgiven, ed is just your pretend name...lol...
 
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