Happy New Year Lena...
Please be patient you describe all we have been thru....It's now almost a year for me....11 months actually...now I feel like my old self...
It is a VERY slow process and they really don't tell you how slow....At 6 weeks after I showered and blow dried hair (that felt like I'd already put in a full days work)
Like you if I battled the supermarket that too (without a husband) was way too much for me...then gettingthe groceries in the house. I'd have them pack almost one item per back since I have a condo up one flight..
When you have the down moments (which unfortunately are frequent sit and make a list of all the things you CAN DO now....Chart your progress.....You'll be surprised how it lifts your spirits.
Most back patients I have spoken w/ get frustrated because generally we are all "doers" active, piling alot into one day, which is why many of us have had problems w/ our backs..You must learn now to un-do and relax a bit...Chat on the phone w/ a friend, write a letter, meditate, listen to Andrea Bocelli and make believe you are in Italy.....
Be patient it WILL change..I have a one level PLIF at L3-L4 and had the brace on 3 months...Once you start driving and feeling more independent you will certainly feel better.
Spring is around the corner...you'll be able to sit in a warm pool somewhere hopefully.....and you WILL have a Happy New Year.
The worst is behind you.....STay positive.
Warm regarRAB,
LAF:angel:

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