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I actually had to get back on the stuff because I couldn't sleep. Ambien wasn't good enough.

THANKS ADHD! My mind never shuts down.

So, in the end I became just as social, but darker.

And now, I have shit dreams every night, like I did for eight years! They are EXTREMELY vivid.

Not fun. But it beats not being able to sleep, and being a bumfuck for two weeks!

I was on 6mg before, the max.
 
They're usually negative and VERY detailed.

I had a dream about Doom 3 three days before it launched.

I was on my deck shooting zombies. There was even bump mapping.

Every movement and noise was just like the one in the Alpha.

The weird thing is, you always want to go back into your dreams and wander around. Time to buy Maya!

OH THE IRONING: The Carmack avatar and this post get along swimmingly.
 
Dude, Having dreams? Your lucky. I never have dreams. :thumbsup:
Even tho you cant sleep... you can play videos games, Or look at porn, Or do things you never had time to do in the day time. Ballance your check book. Clean behind ears, Or count how many pubes you STILL have.

Well, All and all, your fucking skroooooored.

Thats my two cents. :twocents: :thumbsup:

-o0oo00ooliii
 
Im struggling to see how dreaming about a game is as bad as you say, apart from the viewpoint that it might mean you play too much video games...

Im like the ooooii dude ... i dont have dreams (or at least not very often). When i do its usually about something specific.
 
Get some NyQuil, thats what I use when I can't sleep( i have ADHD as well ), and a good jerk before going to sleep also helps...
 
Thats not true, everybody has dreams, you just don't remember yours, before your go to sleep try repeating to yourself "I will remember my dreams tonight" 9 times, and I bet you will remember one. Dreaming is the whole reason why we sleep, to help our mind cope with our daily stresses, not to rest muscles or organs( besides our brain ).

PS: sorry about double post, but I figured it was ok because I'm responding to two different people :confused:
 
I once had a nightmare where I was saving WTF.COM from emo kids, and we were duking it out in space, FreeSpace 2 style.

BRiT and Jason flew destroyers, the mods flew cruisers, and us regulars flew fighters.

I was flying a Loki, one of them fancy fast recon ships with no offensive capability and crappy hull and shields.

But hey, they're fast :D.

On my intercom, I hear BRiT say:

"Incoming jump signature! Emo Configuration!"

Three wings of the most generic looking spacefighters I've ever seen warp in. Instead of lasers and missles, they shot out out tears and knives.

They shot a few, missed all of us, then they all randomly blew up at once.

BRiT comes over the intercom again:

"We're detecting multiple inbound craft with emo configurations. Renforcements are on their way. Please stand by."

All of a sudden, 20 1988 Jeep Grand Cherokees warp in, and they have no shields, just a naked hull.

I have the Kayser lasers, the most powerful ones in game.

Can't damage it.

I get missle lock, I shoot out two Harpoon missles at once, still nothing.

All of a sudden...

"WHUM WHUM WHUM WHUM WHUM"

My missle lock warning light is going berserk, somebody's getting a lock on me.

All of a sudden, TFC_Pyro comes on the intercom and yells, at the top of his lungs:

"ON YOUR SIX! ON YOUR SIX!

"OH SHIT!" I yell out of pure fear.

Then...

"WHUM WHUM WHUM BREAA BREAA BREAA BREAA!"

FUCK! Four Hornet missles are right on my tail...

"BRENGHT!"

"BRENGHT!"

"BRENGHT! BRENGHT!"

"BRENGHT! BRENGHT! BRENGHT!"

I launch countermeasures.

"BRENGHT!BRENGHT!BRENGHT!BRENGHT!BRENGHT!BRENGHT!"

"BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM!"

Rear shields are taken out, I have four razors stuck in my hull.

My hull integrity is at 31%. I see my life flash before my eyes.

I put all my shield energy in my rear quadrant to save my ass, then put all my reactors energy into my shield system, and thumb the burners.

120...140...150........160 Meters a second! Top speed! Fucker can't catch me.

I see my laser warning light go off. He has me in his sights.

"TZEEW! TZEEW! TZEEW! TZEEW!"

No more rear shield. Before I can react...

"TZEEW!"

SHIT! Sensors: 0%. Weapons: 0%. Nav: 12%.

Hull:

14%.

In a last ditch move, I try to warp out. No good. Nav subsystem is almost dead.

"TZEEW!"

"BUGHUW! TSEEEEESHHHHWWWWWWWWWW...."

My engines sputtered their last breath. 0%. Comm: 0%.

My ships hull is at 9%, and it's a vegetable.

But for some reason, he breaks off his attack.

"THANK GOD!"

I call in a support ship.

BRiT: "Deploying support ship now. Please stand by."

The little thing pops up in my HUD:

SUPPORT: Warping in...Busy...Dock in: 19...18...17...16...15...14...13...12...11..10..9.8...7.65432....1...

SUPPORT: DOCKED...REARMING.

"PSSSSHEEEEEW! RRRRAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRR!

YEAH! MY SUBSYSTEMS ARE WORKING :D.

" Click...click...click...click...click...click"

SUPPORT: Done.

"Rearming complete sir, you're good to go!"

I take another crack at the assholes. Still can't hurt 'em.

At this point, I say, "Fuck it."

"I'm gonna cheat."

"You requested this sire?"

What the fuck?! Out of nowhere, a keyboard pops out from under my dash.

"Sweet!"

Shift+~ www.freespace2.com

CHEATS ENABLED.

I target all the fuckers, and press ~+K and they all die.

Then I wake up. My heart is racing to shit.
 
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