1st time - Why would I feel weird now?

We fool around about once a week, and I am always the top, except for last night...I tried it and well now I don't know what to do. I feel different, I'm afraid the next time I see him, it'll be weird...I know it sounds like nonsense, but it's just that he's the first person I've ever let do that to me.The feeling freaked me out, and I couldn't let him finish...it was just such a weird sensation, and i don't know how to process it...

Is there something wrong with me or am I over-worrying about all this?
 
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