I was scheduled for my original surgeon to go back in, in October. I completely chickened out. I met with him 3 days before surgery, and he said he wasn't even sure what he would be doing, because he didn't know what was wrong. But, never talked about doing any tests, MRi, CT guided myelogram, Discogram, etc, to find out what was going on. Instead he called his partner in the group for pain management and told her to try some blocks. Thats where he left me. So then I decided to go more local, and get a second opinion. I was Dr. with a reputable Dr. in Chicago, and therefore thought everything would be fine. I think he just gave up on me. He just kept saying he never had a case like this in 20 years. I think part of it was that he couldn't admit that his procedure just didn't work! Thank you all for your input. It really is encouraging and helpful. I probably will never go back to my professional career, but an early retirement isn't bad either. But , I want a life back. Thanks. I'll keep reading and keep you updated.