15 and don't know my sexuality... When will I know?

Anon

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everyone in my school knows if they are straight or if they are gay or bi but I'm really confused about mine.

see, I've never been attracted to a man. Celebrities like Robert Pattinson or David Beckham or whoever doesn't attract me to them. I'm just not physically attracted to boys. I tried watching heterosexual porn and gay (male/male) porn and it kind of made me sick. i don't really seem to connect with males. they're good as friends but you know, nothing more than that has ever happened to me.. I've never had any form of feelings of them.

I've had crushes on girls and I've always felt that connection to them. When I watched lesbian porn (it was purely for test purposes) it was kind of sexually exciting for me 'down there'. I feel kissing a girl would be more exciting than kissing a guy.

EVERYONE tells me to wait because its my raging hormones and stuff but it's kind of annoying me. I need to know otherwise it'll bug me up until the day I know. (I am a chronic worrier)

So when will I know?
 
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