Since God is not barbaric but sweet, gentle and kind how could He have given Moses bad laws? That tells you the scripture books have nothing to do with God. How could God inspire the religious scripture books and say negative things about Himself?
You are a child of God. It is better to be a child than a follower because as a child you are entitled to an inheritance but followers have nothing. It is good you are open to all cultures and beliefs but what you need doing is to know thyself and that you are not the body but a soul/spirit and...
