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    What is the distinction between a superficial desire and a real desire?

    If there is one? Additional information: Conscious and sub-conscious is one way of approaching the question. I was thinking about the desires we consciously hold and if there is a distinction that can be made. Perhaps they are rooted in the subconscious, but nonetheless identifiable at the...
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    Is it possible that my "enlightenment" was greatly aided by my taking Prozac?

    This is quite funny, but may very well be the reason for all the disconnects in my life right now, i.e. why I no longer think the way I do while "enlightened" and why it's so difficult for me to "snap" out of my thoughts. It has crossed my mind many times as being the cause but I wasn't ready to...
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    Why don't I have access to the knowledge revealed to me during an enlightenment?

    I think it's because I cannot stop judging myself and being self aware of who I am, what I say and do and what I'm going to say and do... I need to slow down as I know I am able to and rest in that slow downed state. Always be, rather than stop and go, stop and go. Shouldn't the knowledge I...
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    Why would all of the elements of someone's "enlightenment" feel as if they have

    disappeared? Why would the elements of enlightenment gone into hiding, like the science of achievement, taking the invisible and making it invisible, the art of one's personal human communication, the art of fulfillment and happiness, knowing how to react to illusions and kill them right away...
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    It's not the CREATIONS that are a problem, it's the CREATING?

    Tonight my mom and I were having a chat trying to figure out why I feel the way I do, and why I've become so complicated. Firstly, we came to this first theory: The theory that I am angry, sad, whatever but am in denial of my emotions thus I do not deal with them. Then, I brought up the fact...
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    Why does my perception of the same thing change everytime I see it?

    It's weird. I'll see something once, think nothing. See it twice, see what's going on in the scene. See it a third time, I'll be, "Whoa, I fully relate (or can understand why so and so did that)". Fourth time, that perception is gone. With this, I have this belief that in order for me to do...
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    The cause of not desiring to be one with the Spirit?

    I've lost my interest in being one with the Spirit. Maybe because I was in touch with it for such an extended period. But, why am I no longer interested in living through my Spirit? I keep making reference to the experiences of the time when I was one with the Spirit, and no spark or interest...
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