Love seems to show a deeper emotional connection between two beings. I fully agree when you say that love has been “commercialized, socialized, propagandized, corrupted" to such an extent that sometimes one can lose touch of the true potential of the bottomless meaning. Love has been filtered...
Sit her down and seriously explain to her that she is beautiful and you adore her and it's not her fault at all that you can't cum. Then maybe check out with a doctor to see whats up.
I once saw this painting in SFMOMA (A San Francisco Art Museum) and I can't remember the name or the artist. It's a gun laying on a window sill. I think it was a painting or pastel work. Any information or links or any ideas would be helpful! Thanks!