I dont see how you think you stink at writing. Reading your paragraphs explaining your urge to write kept me entertained. :)
Usually when I read a good book, I'll have the urge to write. When I think about the novel Im working on, I'll have the urge to write. Random times.
The Bible.
Quoted in sermons, by preachers, by students in generally all parts of the world.
But I tried to read it. All the long lists of things like John is the son of this guy, who is the son of this guy, who is the son of this guy, and so on is absolutely boring.