ILovePie123
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I could have written a long, drawn out rant in this forum, but Unforgiven stole it from me. Fuck school. Fuck people.
I may be getting told I'm going nowhere in high school by other people in my grade now, but in all reality, most of them will drop out of college but in addition, they'll have student loans they have to repay on their shitty wages. Some kid last school year told me I had no future. This kid smoked so much pot he was practically retarded. I would be surprised if he would even remember when his college classes were. People like this make me not want to do good on purpose. Just so I can show them I'll be complete shit in school and still do better than them in life.
I was at a guidance meeting earlier this week where my English teacher, my guidance counselor, and my dad were all sitting at a table trying to motivate me to do better so I could graduate. Why? Who cares? My intelligence is completely overrated. I'm sick of being told I'm smart by authority figures. I'd rather be stupid so people would leave me alone. I can definetely relate to what you were saying about the group work. In the first week of school this year, I was in a class and we were separated into groups pretty quickly. I didn't want to drift over to a group. My teacher got so fed up that he ended up sending me to the office. I didn't say a word, I just got up and left. As I was leaving, some kid goes to me "Wow Mike, was it really that hard to just do something?" and the teacher goes "Trust me, I had him in biology two years ago, I know all about it". This kid was complaining to the teacher that he got a 55 on his project recently. "Oh boo hoo, I got a 55 on my project it's all your fault you big meanie"...suck it up and grow a dick. And when I had that teacher for biology, it was his first year teaching. You can't go acting like you've been around since the dawn of time just because you're not the new guy anymore. Ooh, it's your third year. Big shit.
Work is something I don't mind because I actually feel useful when I'm there. What I do helps other people. As you can tell, I work at a restaurant. Every time I clear a table, I help some more customers get to their seats quicker, and make the job easier for the hosts who are seating the people so they don't have to bus the tables themselves. Every time I ever turned in a homework assignment at school, I feel like I wasted my life. I wasted half an hour doing some crap writing essay to have a teacher not even read it and just put a check at the top of the paper. Nobody else saw my work. This doesn't motivate me for shit.
With that said, if I do go to college, I'll need at least a year off to regain my sanity from the hell that is public education.
I may be getting told I'm going nowhere in high school by other people in my grade now, but in all reality, most of them will drop out of college but in addition, they'll have student loans they have to repay on their shitty wages. Some kid last school year told me I had no future. This kid smoked so much pot he was practically retarded. I would be surprised if he would even remember when his college classes were. People like this make me not want to do good on purpose. Just so I can show them I'll be complete shit in school and still do better than them in life.
I was at a guidance meeting earlier this week where my English teacher, my guidance counselor, and my dad were all sitting at a table trying to motivate me to do better so I could graduate. Why? Who cares? My intelligence is completely overrated. I'm sick of being told I'm smart by authority figures. I'd rather be stupid so people would leave me alone. I can definetely relate to what you were saying about the group work. In the first week of school this year, I was in a class and we were separated into groups pretty quickly. I didn't want to drift over to a group. My teacher got so fed up that he ended up sending me to the office. I didn't say a word, I just got up and left. As I was leaving, some kid goes to me "Wow Mike, was it really that hard to just do something?" and the teacher goes "Trust me, I had him in biology two years ago, I know all about it". This kid was complaining to the teacher that he got a 55 on his project recently. "Oh boo hoo, I got a 55 on my project it's all your fault you big meanie"...suck it up and grow a dick. And when I had that teacher for biology, it was his first year teaching. You can't go acting like you've been around since the dawn of time just because you're not the new guy anymore. Ooh, it's your third year. Big shit.
Work is something I don't mind because I actually feel useful when I'm there. What I do helps other people. As you can tell, I work at a restaurant. Every time I clear a table, I help some more customers get to their seats quicker, and make the job easier for the hosts who are seating the people so they don't have to bus the tables themselves. Every time I ever turned in a homework assignment at school, I feel like I wasted my life. I wasted half an hour doing some crap writing essay to have a teacher not even read it and just put a check at the top of the paper. Nobody else saw my work. This doesn't motivate me for shit.
With that said, if I do go to college, I'll need at least a year off to regain my sanity from the hell that is public education.