You know its not in your cards because of financial situations.how do you

[Banshee]

learn to accept that different fate? I am graduated. I have not get a work after 3 years and now I am starting a new study in which I know I am not pretty good at math. But It was the only way out. My undergraduate studies are not very well paid. And I am afraid I will end up doing something for interest because its the only way out. I think its interesting but I know I am not that good so I get frustrated. And I always had this high expectations of what I would become because I always did my best for it. Now, I see some get better luck without trying so hard. And I am becoming depressed