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Well the simple fact you've tried to find other things to do is a sign that your trying to make things better, even though they didn't help. Once you stop trying then you can really become a candidate for possible self inflicted injuries / psychopathic tendencies (DON'T DO IT MAN!). But you said you mod cars, I'm thinking about moding my machine right now. What kinda cars do (did) you work with, and what kinda mods did you apply??
 
um, you'll kinda realize that im worse than pathetic with this, but i got nothing more to lose cept life. but anyway, i cant afford a car, and my dad is still using the supercharged xterra he promised id have when he got another car, but atleast i have hope. I only have vg cars and an xmods kit i gave up on. the games are unrealistic and i dont find them fun anymore, but if i can make it to the summer, i might get a junker to mod. btw, im too scared to hurt myself on purpose, so, its kinda good. either way, unless by accident or something like that, im gonna live, im just depressed that i aint got nothing to take my mind off of all this crap thats happening. but my plan is for either a 97 or a 98 240sx and get an s15 conversoin, a turbo, intake manifold, and the list goes on, but if i get stuck with a different car like a mitsu eclipse, or a honda crx or del sol, im just gonna get a stillen turbo, a stillen intake manifold, fuel injectors by hks or aem, fuel management by aem, a reflash chip by greddy, some falken azenis to fit stock wheels, an APEXi gt spec exhaust with a stock tip and aa silencer in between, then an ACT triple plate clutch, replace the axles to handle the power (have you noticed these delusions of granduer[not sure if i even spelled it right]? me too) and then see how the mods can go from there. I just really want to do stop light to stop light racing like my grandpa did (i think he did it, but im not sure). but hey, atleast i have hope, i guess. still, the light at the end of the tunnel has either burnt out is around one too many turn.
 
Fuck, Look.

You make your own choices in life. Nobody forces your hand. You know the difference between right and wrong, yet you complain about your own pain while promising to inflict pain upon others? Do you think you are the only person taht feels this way? I swear you are not.

I do not think you are pathetic at all. A little confused mabye, but I am sure there is hope for you. There is always hope.

You make the choice to be what you will be. You make the decision, and only you will suffer the consequences.

If you need serious help, I mean real help, PM me. I am more than willing to talk to you, but be warned I do not abide idiocy nor threats.
 
Alright dustinzgirl, I didnt make the choice to get thrown out of some fucked up christian school for the crackpot theory that i was a school killer. That was beyond my control, so I suffered the consequences of somebody else's choice. Well, that and it wasnt my choice for my dad to get a job in Charlotte or Richmond, but i didnt disagree, mainly because, theres not that much I could do anyway. But maybe some of the shit I'm going thru is my fault, but until I find some choices that I made that made some of this shit happen or whatever, I can safley say, I didnt do it. The light at the end of the tunnel is still a great distance off, or still burnt out, but, I really don't want to leave this life. So serious help isn't needed. Please do remember I am 15 in high school,so, not every decision is in my hands, a lot of the bad things that could happen to me, by my standards, are in the hands of the faculty, you know, like getting tossed out of school for shit that you know damn well you didnt do. But the truth doesnt necessarily help me. I'm still mad that I am this depressed for reasons that seem minor to even myself at sometimes. I really only posted here, because I remembered that his is one of the few vents i haven't used in a long time. I wasn't really counting on this much feedback, but to tell the truth it seems to be working.
 
Wow, you are all cockmongers. Have you not listened to what hes been fuckin saying?! He didnt kick himself out of school, shit happened- ALOT. I know how it is, shit aint ever fair. To make it fair you have to control part of the system youself, and thats why you work. To get the fuckin cash. Money talks bullshit walks. Someone probably knows you know something and decided to get you the fuck out of there before shit happened. I've seen it a couple times before. Once in Junior High and once in High School. They kick a guy out thats the greatest guy in the world and he does great things, but wrong place wrong time. You know something that can get someone in a shitload of trouble.
Like the military dude said- go to a higher authority and have it challenged. I dont know how Catholic/christian/whatever schools work with that, but they probably take orders from someone else. Odds are if its privvy, your fucked in the butt and no one cares. But if its public, wellll you have headroom for any option. Quite easily a sweet lawsuit.

--And your interest in cars intrigues me. I want you to email me or add me to MSN, whatever. Im putting a different kind of security system in my car and I need some assistance.
Email- [email protected]
MSN Messenger- [email protected]
Yahoo- vacacaca2003
ICQ- 284-647-776

if all else fails PM me! :)
 
Hey kid, I was in the same boat, got my ass kicked every day, got in trobble for shit I didn't do, and got kicked out of school for "looking like someone who might shot up the school." I own the newer car than the fuckers that worked at the school.



Umm, no offence, but I think this might have saved your life.




As for the car thing, do what you want, but some good advice I can give you is to buy an old cop car. They have big engins, are cheap to fix/mod, you can pick them up rather cheap, your ins will be less, less chance of it getting stolen, they are allways well maintained, and you won't be pulled over as much.

For what it's worth, I planed out how I will build my chevell, but it might run me $250,000 to follow through. Lower your sights a little. A dream is a dream, but you have to make it within reach.
 
yeah, i thought about the cop car bit, but, doesnt gas run a bit high for them. im more worried about gas than anything else, mainly because with out it, nothing of what i do is possible, but thanx for the feed back.
 
Wow dude, your goals for a car will make it into something outta the fast and the furious. :) Like that one dude said, set your sights but make it with the range of what your shoting with. Don't aim for the moon and hope to hit it. As for mods go, I hear what your saying about wanting a car that will conserve gas, but still be able to trick it out. I've got half the game on that one, '05 Honda Civic SOHC (non v-tec) :sad: . Looks fresh, but the power isn't really there. I'm still learning all about mods, but so far I'm thinking OBX Type DTM exhast system, AEM CAI, and some headers to start. I'm thinkin 4-2-1 on the headers, ceramic, but I'm not sure what brand I'm gonna go with.
 
the fact that you have so much knowledge about car mods shows you are not just some ignorant fuck, so use that brain and do something with your talents.

having a car at 16 is not a given, many don't ever get a car. some are handed keys to new cars, but others take what they can get. sounds like you have something coming soon, so be happy and appreciative of that.

as far as the school situation. if you talk to admin the way you started off in here, they might be right to be concerned about you. might be, i said.

take some time and constuct some solid, valid arguements and present them to administration. its all about how you present yourself and your reasons. do it in person, and have it written out. be respectful even if its hard. this will show them you are serious and that they possibly screwed up. if not, you have a documented event that you can take to the higher powers if needed. if in fact your admin is truly fucked, take it to the district admin, but be ready with solid facts and reasons you were screwed.

you might also try to get recommendations from other adults that see you in a better light and have them help you with your presentation or write a letter on your behalf.

and as far as your dad. dont be so hard on him. sounds like he provides for you and you have a computer with internet access. things could be a lot worse.
 
about the school bit, we went to the admin right after i went to the psycho therapist and he went missing. i was respectful and shit, and we proved that i was fucked, but the principal is spineless and we didnt go so far as the carolina confrence (christian). then before the last day of school, the psycho therapist came back from mia, admitted that it was unprofessional to leave like that, then gave a report to the school and the parents, and as it turns out, he said that everything bad that happened to me was indeed the school's fault. at which point, i said i wanted to move, mainly cause i didnt want to be in hell for another year. so now the school bit is over and im in richmond. and about the talent development bit, i am planning to be a vet, which means ten years of school, and im pretty sure the oonly mods i can get for my car, assuming i have a car in college, is the air intake and a cat back if im lucky. and the car bit is really low priced aswell, don't realy care if it runs or not, i just need to get it to run in 3 years. my sights are aimed low and ive given up my delusions of grandeir. in fact, they died a month ago today.
 
i didn't read your last post, i skim-read posts that are not broken down into paragraphs..
but i did notice 'psycho therapist', this is a far better way of saying psychotherapist and i applaud you for introducing it to my lexicon..
good luck with your problem/issue/thing.. whatever it is.. :happysad:
 
glad i could help your lexicon...and thanx for the good luck bit, though i doubt ill have much luck any time soon.. damn heeb luck
 
Don't take shit from anyone. I broke a guy's nose in 8th grade and got relative peace ever since.


Of course if he's twice your size, don't do it.
 
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