(Girl I'm Trying To Date), I'm gonna just be up front. I like you. But, what I don't understand and what I'm still trying to get is whether or not you like me back. I told you in the beginning that I would wait, that I would let you get comfortable first with being in a new town with none of your old friends and family around to take care of you. This sounds so stupid, I know. It may sound like I have some sort of control issues, but I promise you I don't. It's you. When we snuggled at (Tom's) house, I felt like I could hold you in my arms forever. That all I wanted to do was make you feel protected and warm, cared for and loved....I want to hold you, squeeze you tight and never let go. I'm really shy, and art is the best medium I have to express myself. You understand art; you can get what I try to put forth in my work, I feel. But, sadly, I feel like this connection we "had" (if you think we did at all) is disappearing and fading for some reason. That all I'm going to become is just another 'friend' or 'acquittance', and I don't want that. I want to BE something more to you. I feel like as though you are afraid to commit, worried about maybe hooking up with a guy. I guess I've never really asked you.....Now that I think about it, I really don't know your views on the subject of dating at all. All I want to know is this, would you be willing to make this friendship into something more? I know that if we were closer (bf/gf) that at least I would be able to express myself more and open up to you. Right now you scare me; by being so pretty I guess I'm just shocked. You're so gorgeous that it makes me clam up; sounds like I'm joking or just making it up, but it's true. I get so shy around pretty girls. You know that period of time where I just barely ate anything for like a week? It was because I knew that if I went over there to (The Dining Hall) I'd see you and it made me so nervous that my stomach would turn. Not in a bad way; I would just lose my appetite. I'm also nervous around you because I sometimes don't have anything to say at all. Without another person around, I feel like you wouldn't want to be around me at all. That the only reason you sit down with me or anything is because (Alexis) or someone says you should. I don't know why I think that, I just feel like you don't give me any sincere or legit emotions most of the time. I don't know if it's just nerves or what, because I know that every time I'm around you I swear my heart beats a thousand times faster.
That's what I have so far-
Her and I are both 17 and I want this relationship to happen
Everything in that letter (so far) is how I REALLY feel, not fabricated.
Ladies, is it too much?
That's what I have so far-
Her and I are both 17 and I want this relationship to happen
Everything in that letter (so far) is how I REALLY feel, not fabricated.
Ladies, is it too much?