Will this woman think i want sex if i push for friendhip?

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I'm a 32 year old female. I grew up alone with a psychriatic mum. I've moved away and done rather ok for myself. I love mum and realise she did what she could and i will alwyas support her. I do suffer depressions and anxiety though, but i'm a fairly well balanced individual. Basically i want to know would this be weird. I suppose my childhood has left me always search mother and father figures. My dad was absent too in that he moved 10 miles away and left me with mum. Hes a good man, i love him too and i know he done the best he could do. However i'm a rather needy adult, always looking for 'idols' and people who are solid and ambitious and nurturing to look up to. Its not a sexual thing. its how i want their nurturing love and i want the love from a well balanced individual as i've never had that. I become very attached when i get it from this source but i'm aware of that and i always try to mask my neediness as i respect no one can fix my short comings, and i dont want to crowd anyone. However i've met a business woman who owns health centres/pharmacies near where i live. I dont know her but when i was in getting my presciptions she offered to try out new things on my ezcema skin. I told her i couldnt afford the stuff before taking up her offer and she said no problem. Basically shes owns a chain of stores and i'm very taken with her. I've been in there loads since but shes always away on business, but i never say i'm in to see her, i buy something. I know shes a buisness woman and she may be trying to plug her stuff, but i found talking to her and the massage experience lovely and i want her in my life as a friend (not sexual). How do i do this with a complete stranger without seeming like a sad weirdo? Also as i havent seen her in a few days, i feel a little sad as i'd love her in my life. Please dont think i'm a freak. I know this is based on nothing. I know nothing of this woman's life. I'm simply a customer and she may not want a friend.
 
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