Tyffani Smith
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i'm 17 and female. ever since i can remember i have been physically attracted to my female aithority figures. whether it was kindergarten, going to the teacher and letting her kiss my boo boo, or in high school, where i hang on a pretty attractive female teacher's every word, and then try to keep the conversation going as long as possible just so i can keep talking to her. i've always felt this way about young and attractive female teachers, and it kind of worries me that i feel so strongly attracted to them. lately, it's been so bad that i have to force myself not to talk to them because i get to nervous around them or i'm afraid i might say something that could give away that i'm "crushing" on her. i have had one boy friend in my whole lifetime and i know i was physically and sexually attracted to him, because it took all my power to not kiss him on our first date. we're not together anymore, but i still find find him extremely sexy and i look at him A LOT in school when he isn't paying attention like at lunch. when i'm near a gorgeous female teacher, i sometimes imagine what it would be like kissing her. and then i realize that i would love it. will i ever get out of this phase where i see a good looking girl who is young but still too old for me and i obsess over her?! i have never been attracted to any girls my age. i have been attracted to young hot male teachers too, but mostly young hot female teachers. can anyone tell me what's gioing on here because i can't afford to goto therapy right now. does any of this sound familiar? is this strange? common? am i a lesbian because i want to kiss my sexy and adorable female teacher? because i still want to kiss my ex boyfriend. i'm so confused. and i don't really believe in being 'bi' sexual, it's homo, or hetero..... nothing in between. please, please help me. i'm getting ready to go off to college!