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hiya 
i don't understand my behaviour, around certain people a different side to me appears and for someone who brings out the bad or the bitch in me, i will dislike them. while others bring our the warmth in me and i love that me therefore i love them and give them a chance to see their good and will brush of their bad (these people and myself have a really good relationship). i once read a quote and it said "we are all actors on stage" something ive never forgotten. but i don't want to be a person like that, i want to love everyone for who they are and welcome everyone with open arms. maybe its that i don't love myself? but to be honest i don't really understand myself. its all quite depressing in words, but believe it or not im quite your happy-go-lucky. Ive been looking into yoga and meditation which seems really ideal, i feel this help me understand not just the me people know, the true me. and help me love everyone around me
i don't understand my behaviour, around certain people a different side to me appears and for someone who brings out the bad or the bitch in me, i will dislike them. while others bring our the warmth in me and i love that me therefore i love them and give them a chance to see their good and will brush of their bad (these people and myself have a really good relationship). i once read a quote and it said "we are all actors on stage" something ive never forgotten. but i don't want to be a person like that, i want to love everyone for who they are and welcome everyone with open arms. maybe its that i don't love myself? but to be honest i don't really understand myself. its all quite depressing in words, but believe it or not im quite your happy-go-lucky. Ive been looking into yoga and meditation which seems really ideal, i feel this help me understand not just the me people know, the true me. and help me love everyone around me