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Me and my crush are far from friends. Why? Because he judges me, and we've never had a conversation before! See, 2 years ago, I was accused of asking this camper at a camp that I worked at questions about my crush. Everyone found out about it. And that resulted into my crush thinking that I'm immature, weird, and crazy. And he has judged me so much since then. How has he? I'll tell you. (All of the events I'm about to list took place last year, 07-08):
-I saw him outside of school and yelled at him because apparently he was telling people from school what happened at the camp. When I was yelling at him, he was trying so hard not to laugh, which upset me.
-I wrote him a private facebook message, apologizing to him for yelling at him, and starting problems at the camp(even though I didn't. I just wanted my apology to look longer). He ended up deleting his facebook a couple of days later.
-Towards the end of the school year, he was in the hall messing around with his friend, and they didn't see me walk past them, but my crush pushed his friend and his friend knocked me against the wall. Once my crush realized that it was me, he got this shocked look on his face and said, Oh my god I'm sooo sorry.' As he was walking away, I heard his friend say, 'greg you could have killed that girl.' And my crush didn't say anything back to him. And to this day I still don't know if his apology was sarcastic or sincere.
-He got a facebook again and I requested him, and he accepted.
My point is, he has been judging me and hasn't been too nice to me. I hate being judged. But this year(08-09) he started college, so I didn't see him a lot. But next week we might see him and his family down the shore, and I really don't want him judging me again. I mean, it's stupid for him to judge me, because he hasn't said a word to me all year, and I think its unfair if he does judge me. My question is, because he hasn't really seen me all year, and because he's a guy, will he still be mean to me and judge me if I see him down the shore? Or do you think he got over everything? All I want is to just be FRIENDS with him!
-I saw him outside of school and yelled at him because apparently he was telling people from school what happened at the camp. When I was yelling at him, he was trying so hard not to laugh, which upset me.
-I wrote him a private facebook message, apologizing to him for yelling at him, and starting problems at the camp(even though I didn't. I just wanted my apology to look longer). He ended up deleting his facebook a couple of days later.
-Towards the end of the school year, he was in the hall messing around with his friend, and they didn't see me walk past them, but my crush pushed his friend and his friend knocked me against the wall. Once my crush realized that it was me, he got this shocked look on his face and said, Oh my god I'm sooo sorry.' As he was walking away, I heard his friend say, 'greg you could have killed that girl.' And my crush didn't say anything back to him. And to this day I still don't know if his apology was sarcastic or sincere.
-He got a facebook again and I requested him, and he accepted.
My point is, he has been judging me and hasn't been too nice to me. I hate being judged. But this year(08-09) he started college, so I didn't see him a lot. But next week we might see him and his family down the shore, and I really don't want him judging me again. I mean, it's stupid for him to judge me, because he hasn't said a word to me all year, and I think its unfair if he does judge me. My question is, because he hasn't really seen me all year, and because he's a guy, will he still be mean to me and judge me if I see him down the shore? Or do you think he got over everything? All I want is to just be FRIENDS with him!