Will he ever talk to me again?

[ladyfindaway]

So, wow. This is going to be a lot. Okay. So, back in November, on the 29th, I met a guy. We hit it off immediately and we both had relationships we needed help with. In the end, we ended up helping eachother get out of our then relationships and we bonded. The record should show that we both liked eachother from the start but that we didn't really try to be anything until Christmas eve when we admitted to eachother in Text message for that we were in love. Now, I had never met this guy before. We had become such good friends that we talked about him starting a new life down here where I live, even if we were just friends. But when we got involved, the plot thickened! We decided very rashly that he should just drive down here to get away from the ex girlfriend and her family, which they were a little odd. So, he drove 820 miles to be with me and to try starting a new life. He stayed here for 3 weeks. We hit it off the moment we met, it was amazing. We were like best friends on fire! But anyway, during the first week though, he had to drive all the way back to where he was from because the family was threatening to say he stole the car that HE had been paying for. So in the end, he lost the car and he flew back down here to try and wing it. So the rest of the time, things were nice but stressed. I had to bring him to my home where my parents were very aggrivated with my surprise guest. In the end, they let him stay and my mother grew fond of him while my father ignored his existence. With no car, it made it impossible for him to get a job or find a place he could live. He ran out of money basically and things weren't working out financially. Emotionally though, we spent basically every waking moment together. There wasn't a time we weren't around eachother and that made us happy. In the end though, we decided he should go back to where he came from, since apparently his mom had offered to buy him a ticket to go back. So, on the 21st of January this year, he did. First week, we were in communication but you could tell his self-confidence or what little he had was waning as he got fired from his original job and he was running out of money. Our ties though in the relationship had been fine. But then out of no where, he stopped talking. A week went by and I got an email from him saying he was going to fly to California to be with his mother. Then 2 weeks went by without anything from him. I got curious and decided to call his old cell number to find out what would happen. His crazy ex answered, telling me I wasn't his girlfriend that I couldn't talk to her "fiance". I told her to prove it. After telling her a few times to prove what she said, I heard his voice on the line. He said," Hello?" And I said..Brandon? Then he responded with," Fuck off." Which came out very apathetic on the line. I was in shock after finding out but at the same time, I was relieved that he was okay and I knew where he was. Through out the weekend, me and my friends agreed that he probably felt bad and that he only told me to fuck off because she was in the car with him. But I wasn't sure. I sent him an email after the phone call about basically that I didn't care since he didn't and that it wasn't nice what he had done to me and it had been nice knowing him. The weekend held more discussions but my friends seemed to think there was still hope and that he must care. So I got an email from him on the following monday. He said he still loved me and wanted me but that it was easier the more I hated him and that He wouldn't attempt to contact me again and that he wanted me to not try to talk to him back. It wasn't in that order but I thought it was strange that he would admit that he pushed me away because of how badly he felt about himself. He had gone back to live with the girls family because of financial problems but somehow not talking to me correllates with him being able to stay there. I replied back with that I still loved him and always would and that whenever he was ready to talk to me, I'd be here. It's been 2 weeks now and there's no reply back. He implied that the reason why he couldn't talk very often was because of the ex girlfriend whom he refered to with by saying: "I think you know who." He doesn't like her and he said he was living in his own personal hell, exactly where he belonged....I don't agree with that but I can't stop him either, with no way of really contacting him besides the email he uses to email me with...

So basically I'm asking, do you think there's still hope if he loves me and wants me? Do you think he'll talk to me again?