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Dora S
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this is true, and i feel awful awful awful awful about it. so bad that I can't even explain.
so a few years ago, when i was around 13, i got home from school and every one else was gone. my dog came up and once again sniffed my crotch like all dogs do, so i was like what the heck! i pulled down everything to show him there was nothing there and he licked me down there. it felt good so i got into a habit of getting him to lick me. (i know this is SO gross and sick and messed up...please read more and help me though) after around a year of this I knew it was wrong and finally stopped. its been a couple years since ive done it but i can't get rid of the horrible guilt. ive prayed about it. i wish id never done it ever. it makes me feel sick, dirty, sick minded and sinful. ive prayed soooo sooo many times and cried but im still so guilty. what should i do?? i am getting depressed from feeling guilty all the time. I feel so horrible. am i still a normal person or am i forever sick? i didn't even know it would feel good and i didn't want him to lick me. i just wanted to show him there was nothing there so hed stop sniffing it. now its ruined my life. i don't want to live feeling like this forever. what should i do?? im so so sorry and i really want to get on with my life like a normal person but i can't. ive asked questions on yahooanswers like "does God forgive any sin" and people say yes but im scared to tell them what because im scared of what people will say. i looked in the Bible and it says that no one should ever do it because it is 'perversion.' now i feel marked as a pervert sick minded nasty human being so i don't feel worthy of having friends or living a normal life. i really want to go back to being a carefree happy young person but i don't know if i can. please please help me. thank you so much if you read this and aren't totally judging me. im so so sorry. :'(
and is there any any way that i can get to heaven and not go to hell forever?? i feel like ive screwed up everything and i have nothing to live for.
so a few years ago, when i was around 13, i got home from school and every one else was gone. my dog came up and once again sniffed my crotch like all dogs do, so i was like what the heck! i pulled down everything to show him there was nothing there and he licked me down there. it felt good so i got into a habit of getting him to lick me. (i know this is SO gross and sick and messed up...please read more and help me though) after around a year of this I knew it was wrong and finally stopped. its been a couple years since ive done it but i can't get rid of the horrible guilt. ive prayed about it. i wish id never done it ever. it makes me feel sick, dirty, sick minded and sinful. ive prayed soooo sooo many times and cried but im still so guilty. what should i do?? i am getting depressed from feeling guilty all the time. I feel so horrible. am i still a normal person or am i forever sick? i didn't even know it would feel good and i didn't want him to lick me. i just wanted to show him there was nothing there so hed stop sniffing it. now its ruined my life. i don't want to live feeling like this forever. what should i do?? im so so sorry and i really want to get on with my life like a normal person but i can't. ive asked questions on yahooanswers like "does God forgive any sin" and people say yes but im scared to tell them what because im scared of what people will say. i looked in the Bible and it says that no one should ever do it because it is 'perversion.' now i feel marked as a pervert sick minded nasty human being so i don't feel worthy of having friends or living a normal life. i really want to go back to being a carefree happy young person but i don't know if i can. please please help me. thank you so much if you read this and aren't totally judging me. im so so sorry. :'(
and is there any any way that i can get to heaven and not go to hell forever?? i feel like ive screwed up everything and i have nothing to live for.