Why is that when I buy 2 books I get yelled at?

I just bought to books since September off amazon.com and I get 20.00 out of my ssi check. I can only find these 2 books on amazon.com. And I am a huge book reader. My mom just found out I told her I was going to buy some books. And she freaked out on me. I am no longer going to college. How can I tell her that reading helps me from dealing with so much stress. Its not like I spend my 20.00 on drugs. Which I dont do drugs. Books are good and a life long learner. I only have 12 books in my home library. I can't find these books at my library or in any other library system in this state.

What is so bad about getting 1 or 2 books every few months. I dont see why I should get yelled at.
Amazon had a good price for these 2 books. And they are backordered on other online book stores.
i was told that I could take out 20.00 for anything I want. I have 4.00 for one book and 20.08 for the other book. Yeah it cost 24.08

She doesnt really understand that I love to learn through books. And expects me to not read. I want to keep up with my book collection. She spends money as well. And expects me not to buy what I would like. She buys things for herself. And these books will help me build a relationship with my godmother. I can't sent them back when they are already been sent out.
 
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