Wisdom is a Virtue
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Please, only serious answers to this question...Okay, well here it goes...I just feel like my life is so boring and I'm just stuck at a dead end with nowhere to turn. I don't have that many friends. I have a best friend and a few more distant friends but that's about it. I just got through a relationship with this guy that I really cared about 2 months ago and I still miss him but I just had to end things and let him go because he started to treat me like crap while I was try my best to make things work with him even as a friend. So needless to say, when him and I USED to date, I would go out with him often, but now that he's not involved in my life anymore, I feel like I'm right back where I started. Single and lonely. I don't really wish to be the "popular" one. I don't like having a huge group of friends. I rather have a group of really good friends who are decent people rather than a bunch of phonies. Apart from that, my daily life is basically the same old same old, and even on the weekends it isn't that much more fun either. Either I go to the mall or the movies every weekend because that is really all I can afford since I can't really get a job mostly due to the fact that I'm only 15 and including the fact that the economy is clearly at it's worst. I guess I have to make the best with what I have but I don't know how much more of this I can take. And no, I am definitely not suicidal over this, or even depressed. I just feel lonely. That's basically the best way to sum it up. My best friend is supportive and we have been really good friends for over 2 years and I can talk to her about anything and everything. But I want someone in more than a friend way. Because even though my friend IS my best friend, we don't have THAT much in common. Which is okay but I just want to find somebody that understands me and who I have something in common with. And the more I go out and see all these couples walking around in the mall happily and doing their holiday shopping, the feeling of lonliness is hitting me even more so. I was even in the mall a couple weeks ago, crying. I don't know what to do. Sometimes I just feel like I am not good enough for anybody. I am not even looking for sympathy when I say that. I am telling the truth.