stop for good? how do i cope? I liked this girl for a long long time... no i never dated her either... but its a long drawn out situation i don't care to explain, but I just, feel so confused and heartbroken and on top of it, my feelings just never completely dissipate... I feel fine mostly throughout the day, but it seems like every night as I start to get tired, i start to think about her more for some reason, and my heart just swells up and I don't cry much, if at all anymore, but I just feel like i still have such a heavy heart from the whole thing... i wish she could understand... I wish she could just love me too. actually i take that back... I still think about her all the time, so much I don't even realize i do so anymore...
I don't think i'll even ever see her again, and it's probably good that i don't, but I just wish things could be made right and we could just understand each other... I don't know how or if I'll ever fully get over this... my feelings never fade. i've been feeling depressed about this for so long, it's slowly getting better, but ever EVER so slowly... and then it feels like it gets worse at times again... i got the closure, but yet, SOMETHING still doesn't seem right... maybe its just my imagination...
I don't know what to do... I wish I didn't even try with her, I didn't know falling in love could be so hurtful and dangerous... Part of me never wants to fall in love ever again, and another part only wants to fall once more... I don't ever want to be hurt like this again... I wish it could just stop! i don't think i could ever feel like this for another girl... i don't think any other girl in the world could have made me feel this way.
any advice for me? thank you
I don't think i'll even ever see her again, and it's probably good that i don't, but I just wish things could be made right and we could just understand each other... I don't know how or if I'll ever fully get over this... my feelings never fade. i've been feeling depressed about this for so long, it's slowly getting better, but ever EVER so slowly... and then it feels like it gets worse at times again... i got the closure, but yet, SOMETHING still doesn't seem right... maybe its just my imagination...
I don't know what to do...
I wish I didn't even try with her, I didn't know falling in love could be so hurtful and dangerous... Part of me never wants to fall in love ever again, and another part only wants to fall once more... I don't ever want to be hurt like this again... I wish it could just stop! i don't think i could ever feel like this for another girl... i don't think any other girl in the world could have made me feel this way.any advice for me? thank you