Dezrmina Pamina
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to get me jealous? After 5 years of no contact whatsoever, i met my first love again. I think I was his first love too, we have been in each others lives for 6 years, always on and off. It was a magic evening when we met again at a reunion, we talked, danced, very pleasant but nothing sexual or kissing but somehow like a couple spending all evening together.
Since that event which btw took place couple of months ago, he contacts me daily on IM, phone or text. He also flew once to my town just to see me. We talk alot about everything. Sometimes it gets awkward because we are both involved in relationships with other people...pls don't judge, neither of us is married.
The other day however, he started on telling me how he misses the highschool years and how crazy he was back then and how he added on facebook every girl he hang out with back then. This made me crazy cause back then he used to hurt me alot and he knows that even if i never told him. I used to hang with other guys too, but i would always go back to him cause he was the only one it felt right with....if you know what i mean.
so now he's talking to me about all these 10 girls or so, nothing specific just that they are friends on facebook and he misses the old times (i don't know if it matters, but i know for sure he had sex with all these girls, but never with me - we only kissed because he thought it is wrong to do more with me!!!). And as if it wasn't enough, he started saying which celebs he finds hot.
I am going mad, am so jealous, like i was back then, this is weird you know cause i am not getting jealous on his current gf but i am getting jealous on him reconnecting on facebook with the others.
What is in his mind???
Since that event which btw took place couple of months ago, he contacts me daily on IM, phone or text. He also flew once to my town just to see me. We talk alot about everything. Sometimes it gets awkward because we are both involved in relationships with other people...pls don't judge, neither of us is married.
The other day however, he started on telling me how he misses the highschool years and how crazy he was back then and how he added on facebook every girl he hang out with back then. This made me crazy cause back then he used to hurt me alot and he knows that even if i never told him. I used to hang with other guys too, but i would always go back to him cause he was the only one it felt right with....if you know what i mean.
so now he's talking to me about all these 10 girls or so, nothing specific just that they are friends on facebook and he misses the old times (i don't know if it matters, but i know for sure he had sex with all these girls, but never with me - we only kissed because he thought it is wrong to do more with me!!!). And as if it wasn't enough, he started saying which celebs he finds hot.
I am going mad, am so jealous, like i was back then, this is weird you know cause i am not getting jealous on his current gf but i am getting jealous on him reconnecting on facebook with the others.
What is in his mind???