Innocent Beauty
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even after me and my boyfriend lost our first baby recently(it was a girl), i still can't help but think i still want to try and have a baby. ever since we did, i figure now would be best to try and finish college. once i finish college and get a good paying job, by then maybe me and my boyfriend will have a place to stay and be able to support our child financially. right now we don't have any of that. we would be so unprepared if we did so now. but that didn't stop us before when we were pregnant with our daughter. is it just a natural instinct for women to want to have a child of their own? i can't seem to understand why i want this so much.