interesting. Do you believe in God with all your heart? Trust in Him rather what your asking for He answers, "yes" or "no", ? If so, dont worry. and keep your FAITH HIGH. God will never let you down, but this you need to believe.
sometimes i would think "if only He would tell me Himself..." but then i remember, "He has told me!" He tells us in His word! Promises us a flourishing finish, as long as we keep faith.
and remember there are many stories we can find in the bible that His servants had waited many years for God to change whatever had needed in their lives, God will do it when the time is Right, and that, we must'nt doubt. God is working behind the scenes, believe in Him with all your heart and the true meaning of faith, God will NOT let you down! He tells us everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok, its not the end.
God bless