Im always pissed off. Anything that bothers me I just get pissed and I want to fight and tear that persons guts open. When girls say a comment to me thats ignorant or rude I feel like I can just fight anyone and just destroy anything bad. I lift all day and run and even afterwards im angry. I feel like I am not big enough and people just stop me down. Constantly criticizing me. I've gotten into to 2 fights and both I sent to the hospital. They didn't know me but they where talking shit about me. I know this isn't normal. No one is like me I feel. I feel alone just me. I felt the few times I could be myself and relax was around my friends and they got annoyed. help?