Why don't I desire to be in a relationship?

Wavves

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I am gay and I've fooled around with a couple of people but when they start talking about relationship it just turns me off. I think relationships are pointless. I'd rather just have friends with benefits and then we can go on our way. It's like if I'm around someone for so long, that I thought I liked, I just lose attraction to them all of a sudden. I wish I was different because I'm sure relationships can be great, but I don't see why I would want one just so that I can call someone my boyfriend and tell them I love them. I can do this with friends and more. Even if I had the hottest guy with the best personality in the world, once we get to that "I love you" stage I just get turned off.

WHY? I'd like to change but I value my singleness too much.
I am 20 years old by the way.
 
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