Ryla Shorter
New member
I love my ex-boyfriend, I realize that now. I broke up with him. And its been five years and I love him and I have had other flings but after each one ends I still miss him. Its not like I sit around thinking about him, I did get over him after the relationship ended for a good period of time. But he is the one that got away, and everything i want in a guy. we were once best friends and I dont understand why we can't both give each other a second chance, because we both messed up. And I feel so much more mature than I was then, he was my first kiss, I didn't know how to be in a relationship then. But I love him , and If I haven't stopped in five years I don't see myself stopping. But he doesn't see any of that, he want's nothing to do with me. I'm over it, why isnt he? He even denied my friend request on facebook! So immature! But I haven't felt the way I feel about him with anyone else, and he stares at me all the time. i don't understand. He doesn't know I love him, I've never told him. So from his point of view I'm just trying to talk to him or reconcile a friendship, what is the problem? I am not concieted but im a lot better than all the girls hes dated since me. and were both in college now, shouldn't we at least be able to be civil?