why does the past hurt so bad it wont shake itself off?

So me&my boyfriend been together for 9 exact months and well the first month was fine. second he ended up cheating and leaving me for some girl , they broke up while he was dating her! people at high school started to hate him for what he done to me * im just a nice person* his friends didnt even like his decision . so after a week well during that week i stayed friends with him then oct.15 we got back together we made this agreement about this girl issue from the past that was the only way i would get back with him! & well he broke that for 5 months. out of 9 he has been doing good for 3 now 4 months. I have bad dreams, about the past. i wonder will i ever shake this off? we are still together
 
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