Why does my life have to be crappy and my brothers have to be so much better than mine?

hippyman2008

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So here is my story, i have two older brothers their both in the military and doing GREAT. well unfortunately when i was 6 i was diagnosed with epilepsy, well when i was 10, i had brain surgery it was because a brain tumor, which they couldn't take out the whole tumor, but i don't have epilepsy anymore. Well i was going to follow my brothers and join the service so on and so forth. I cant because of the surgery, which is understandable. But i am 19 still living with my parents, working a dead end job, i'm not smart like them. Why did i get damned? why am i stuck with all of my problems.

i mean i know that there is other lives out there that are worse than mine, and i understand that unfortunately its apart of life, but just why?

(i'm feeling majorly depressed)
 
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