I had a bestie years ago we grew apart we?
were each other sidekicks some days Im her side and other times she mines... those were teen years, we grew apart.
Now that Im grown it seem like ppl want to keep you second to none or try and mental bully you. When they see you are not having it, they want to leave you alone or dont want to be bother. What happen to two friends getting along and kicking it? I wonder why I dont have any friends. Im thinking it's my personality. I grew up not having much fun as a child yes but also read alot now with this computer being so informative I can do research on biodiobicalentitiey..or whatever ever and hold a coversation on just about anything Im thinking ppl dont like me cause of that. It's not like Im super smart just know how to communicate and paint a picture go deep and hard but never acting like I know more than the next. Im always willing to learn try something new but it seems like ppl dont want to be bother with me. I keep it simple but I just dont understand why Im friendless. I have friends from the past but they all caught up. When I do make friends it's for a short period of time. Im open minded like I said my topics can range.
It's a struggle being my true self which I am 24 hrs, I dont have a attitude, known as happy go lucky always find the silver lining in every situation, heard I was bubbly which I am. If Im not bubbly I tend to go deep and "try to come off as intelligence" which ppl fear. If Im happy ppl take advantage if Im sarcastic(in a nice way) I have an attitude. I use to think it was my looks but I beg to differ. posted my pictures a few times I would say Im average to pretty(just by the answers) or like to think Im pretty but looks shouldn't have nothing to do with socializing.
were each other sidekicks some days Im her side and other times she mines... those were teen years, we grew apart.
Now that Im grown it seem like ppl want to keep you second to none or try and mental bully you. When they see you are not having it, they want to leave you alone or dont want to be bother. What happen to two friends getting along and kicking it? I wonder why I dont have any friends. Im thinking it's my personality. I grew up not having much fun as a child yes but also read alot now with this computer being so informative I can do research on biodiobicalentitiey..or whatever ever and hold a coversation on just about anything Im thinking ppl dont like me cause of that. It's not like Im super smart just know how to communicate and paint a picture go deep and hard but never acting like I know more than the next. Im always willing to learn try something new but it seems like ppl dont want to be bother with me. I keep it simple but I just dont understand why Im friendless. I have friends from the past but they all caught up. When I do make friends it's for a short period of time. Im open minded like I said my topics can range.
It's a struggle being my true self which I am 24 hrs, I dont have a attitude, known as happy go lucky always find the silver lining in every situation, heard I was bubbly which I am. If Im not bubbly I tend to go deep and "try to come off as intelligence" which ppl fear. If Im happy ppl take advantage if Im sarcastic(in a nice way) I have an attitude. I use to think it was my looks but I beg to differ. posted my pictures a few times I would say Im average to pretty(just by the answers) or like to think Im pretty but looks shouldn't have nothing to do with socializing.