Especially when I was really in love. I mean I think I was only really in love 2 or 3 times... and I really can't think about those relationships. Is that normal? I mean, when you masturbate, you think about your past sexual experiences.. or at least I do... and the guys that I was really in love with.. I really can't ever think about those guys... it just hurts too much.
But why does it still hurt to think of them if I am over them? My first ex from 7 years ago is now engaged, and although I would never marry him because of my experience with him, I am still bothered that he is engaged. I tried to be happy for him but I feel like the girl isn't good enough for him and I'm so bothered by it.. it's been 1.5 years that they have been engaged.. and I've been in denial that it bothers me, even though I would never get involved with him again.
I just can't think about my past relationships. Is this normal?
But why does it still hurt to think of them if I am over them? My first ex from 7 years ago is now engaged, and although I would never marry him because of my experience with him, I am still bothered that he is engaged. I tried to be happy for him but I feel like the girl isn't good enough for him and I'm so bothered by it.. it's been 1.5 years that they have been engaged.. and I've been in denial that it bothers me, even though I would never get involved with him again.
I just can't think about my past relationships. Is this normal?