I am a 29 r old ex model and I live in a small community.my boyfriend left me for someone else,no matter what guy I date (i go for personality) they are never hot!!! other females will flirt with them until they leave me thinking they can do better.I never had many female freinds they were clique and made my life hell.they copied my dress and made rumours to get me sacked from jobs.even my 50 yr old mother who has turned herself into my clone with extensions,dieting etc,steals all my cosmetics,and puts me down constantly always negative even if i have bit of cellulite and i am slim.why is this??