My New Moon FAME!
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fishing 4 complements!!!*? okay like since 4 th grade, i'm in the 9th grade now (nearly), i've been very insecure about myself. Sure i've had a pretty sh!t life...but hasn't everyone? for a long time i've always thought i was Ugly As Hell, but i get complements from other girls and guys saying that i'm pretty, and when i ask my own friends they tell me i am very pretty. How come i can't believe this, i'm not some obsessive attention seeking girl, in fact i'd laugh at whoever thinks that. i've been accused of having an eating disorder (which is kinda true) of course i deny it though, i'm not like super duper skinny or anything, i'm just average skinny, though i'm scared that if i keep going like this i will be dangerously skinny. I'm tired of thinking that i'm ugly, i was so sure that i'd finally grown out of this until, suddenly i woke up one morning looked in the mirror and couldn't help but wanna cry, my friend sometimes wish i could see myself the way they do, it's not something i can over come in a few moments, i wanna know why the hell i feel like this constantly, i wanna if i will grow out of it, or do i need to get some help. i mean, there's nothing ugly about me, i'm not fat, i don't have acne or a crooked big nose, i don't have bad frizzy hair or ANYTHING like that! but when i generalize myself, i can't help but think, that i'm sooooooooooo ugly. so what's going on with me?
please be nice about this
please be nice about this