I've never had a proper bf, just one that wanted sex and I wasn't ready so we broke up. But even before then I've always been grossed out by sex, even though I know it's a completely normal thing. I do get turned on by thinking about it every now and then but when I am I feel upset about it. I'm 23 yr old female. Masturbation especially wigs me out, yet everyone says it's the most normal thing in the world. Nothing happened to me when I was young or anything to make me think this. Help what should I do?! 