its been happening since i was young, i would out of no where have a violent bloody image flash in my mind, sometimes they are so messed up and gruesome that I don't even know how i could have thought it up from nothing,I NEVER TRY to imagine the things. like this one time i seen a women tied down on a bed with a smashed running blender shoved up in her crotch and much detail instantly came to me with the images like knowing it was TV cable tying her down and knowing she was raped first, ITS MESSED UP, if were to sit down and try to write the worst things i could imagine I STILL couldn't come close to some of things iv seen, its not effecting my life other than upsetting a little me when it happens, does anyone know why this is happening to me?
i just wanted to add that the thoughts iam talking about flash like a picture, the are very detailed and they happen when things seam to be at there best, like i could be playing with puppy's and it would happen ya know what im saying. please let me know what you think, im not bull shittin
i just wanted to add that the thoughts iam talking about flash like a picture, the are very detailed and they happen when things seam to be at there best, like i could be playing with puppy's and it would happen ya know what im saying. please let me know what you think, im not bull shittin