Hi there. I'll start by saying that I'm legitimately a fatass, being 182 lbs at 5'5" (no time for whining about being 75 lbs). Lovely.
It's occurred to me that I should really start looking after my health, because while I don't have high blood pressure/cholesterol or diabetes, I'm chugging down that path with every breadstick and scoop of ice cream I shove down my face. I'm previously down about 12 lbs from my highest weight, but it's as if I begin to start binging, skipping workouts, and sabotaging myself once I actually see that I'm making progress.
Why do I do this? I'm not sure, which is why I decided to ask a few strangers online. If you need some more background info on me, I've been overweight my whole life, and thus, have no idea what it's like to be "normal". I've always been the fat chick, and as much as it pains me to play that role, I'm scared of change- even if it's a good one.
It's occurred to me that I should really start looking after my health, because while I don't have high blood pressure/cholesterol or diabetes, I'm chugging down that path with every breadstick and scoop of ice cream I shove down my face. I'm previously down about 12 lbs from my highest weight, but it's as if I begin to start binging, skipping workouts, and sabotaging myself once I actually see that I'm making progress.
Why do I do this? I'm not sure, which is why I decided to ask a few strangers online. If you need some more background info on me, I've been overweight my whole life, and thus, have no idea what it's like to be "normal". I've always been the fat chick, and as much as it pains me to play that role, I'm scared of change- even if it's a good one.