Aurora Anthony
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So, I became romantically involved with someone I've cared about for a long time. It wasn't that great, plus I don't like sleeping with someone I'm not married to. (If I WERE married to him, it would be for love and I would make it work for the both of us even if he was just okay.) It's been a year (I'm celibate now) and I want him really bad. And he has these personality problems that have really turned me against him. I've been sick from all this...feeling jealous of his new life without me and wondering why I feel so deeply for him. Could it be that I am going through something because I'm celibate...and because he was the last man who was that close to me? I know I really don't want him and shouldn't want him.....this is bad.