I'm a 16 year old female who was born in FL. I'll try to explain myself as best as I can. I'm sorry if I sound strange.
I'm a virgin and have yet to have my "first kiss". I've been to homecoming but didn't enjoy it. I've never liked or wanted to go to dances or concerts or bars or parties. I get asked out by boys, but I don't see the point in it. I have to interest or desire to be sexually active or anything like that. I feel uncomfortable and unhappy at parties and dances. I prefer going to the library or listening to a lecture wholeheartedly over going to a party, drinking, dancing, etc. I don't understand why people like to do these things or want to do these things. I've been like this my entire life. Nothing weird or scarring has happened to me (that I know of) that would make me like this. The things that my fellow teenagers find fun and exciting disgust and repulse me. Being like this has made my life very lonely and I find it hard to have other regular teenage friends because I just cannot relate to them and they cannot relate to me. I suppose you could say I have no carnal desires? I have no one that I can relate to in my life and all I want to know is why am I like this and is there any way that I can change? Perhaps I'm deficient in some vitamin/mineral or something? I probably sound insanely stupid though, so I apologize.
I'm a virgin and have yet to have my "first kiss". I've been to homecoming but didn't enjoy it. I've never liked or wanted to go to dances or concerts or bars or parties. I get asked out by boys, but I don't see the point in it. I have to interest or desire to be sexually active or anything like that. I feel uncomfortable and unhappy at parties and dances. I prefer going to the library or listening to a lecture wholeheartedly over going to a party, drinking, dancing, etc. I don't understand why people like to do these things or want to do these things. I've been like this my entire life. Nothing weird or scarring has happened to me (that I know of) that would make me like this. The things that my fellow teenagers find fun and exciting disgust and repulse me. Being like this has made my life very lonely and I find it hard to have other regular teenage friends because I just cannot relate to them and they cannot relate to me. I suppose you could say I have no carnal desires? I have no one that I can relate to in my life and all I want to know is why am I like this and is there any way that I can change? Perhaps I'm deficient in some vitamin/mineral or something? I probably sound insanely stupid though, so I apologize.