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go on my ex-boyfriends myspace? Everytime I go look on it I just feel funny and my hands feel shaky like I'm doing something I shouldn't be doing. The thing has hardly been updated since January, just a little while before we started going out, but I still check there sometimes just to see if anything changed, but I get a queasy feeling like I'm doing something wrong. Then I see comments from his old girlfriend from last year and get upset and really down on myself.
I'm so completely NOT over him. He broke my heart a few weeks ago and I just can't stop thinking about it. And when I do think about it I get that same feeling I do when I look on his myspace. The worst part is I know he still likes me, but he broke up with me. We tried being friends, but for some reason we aren't talking right now. The girlfriend before me completely screwed him over and now he says "maybe you can help me find my heart again" and "I like you too much, too" and "you're pretty even if you don't think you are", but of course he isn't saying this now since he isn't talking to me. But when he said these things it made me sad, because we weren't together, and I would tell him "I'm sad", but he would act like he didn't know why.
I just want to know how to stop these feelings before I do something to myself. I'm so pathetic. Earlier my mom decided she didn't feel like taking me to get new earrings and I went and, because I thought if I got new earrings for school I would look prettier and he would think so too. Then my mom went shopping for herself and that just made me cry even more and gave me more scary thoughts. How do I stop this? I hate these feelings..
he told me to go on his myspace...you know, when he was talking to me, but I still feel funny when I do
Dominic T: I can't. I don't have a myspace.
**went and cried (last paragraph of question)
fcking typos lol
I'm so completely NOT over him. He broke my heart a few weeks ago and I just can't stop thinking about it. And when I do think about it I get that same feeling I do when I look on his myspace. The worst part is I know he still likes me, but he broke up with me. We tried being friends, but for some reason we aren't talking right now. The girlfriend before me completely screwed him over and now he says "maybe you can help me find my heart again" and "I like you too much, too" and "you're pretty even if you don't think you are", but of course he isn't saying this now since he isn't talking to me. But when he said these things it made me sad, because we weren't together, and I would tell him "I'm sad", but he would act like he didn't know why.
I just want to know how to stop these feelings before I do something to myself. I'm so pathetic. Earlier my mom decided she didn't feel like taking me to get new earrings and I went and, because I thought if I got new earrings for school I would look prettier and he would think so too. Then my mom went shopping for herself and that just made me cry even more and gave me more scary thoughts. How do I stop this? I hate these feelings..
he told me to go on his myspace...you know, when he was talking to me, but I still feel funny when I do
Dominic T: I can't. I don't have a myspace.
**went and cried (last paragraph of question)
fcking typos lol