Lately i have been feeling really not confident. This really hasn't been a problem since a few months ago, but when my sister went out with a guy who asked me out and who i liked but didn't have the chance to say yes, every speck of confidence left. I'm not mad at my sister, i mean if the guy was douchy enough to that then he isn't obviously worth it.
Anyway, its like...I get compliments a lot on my eyes, hair, and my clothes almost everyday, but when i look at myself in the mirror i just don't see it. All i can focus on is my nose, which seems way to large for my face, even though no one tells me it. My hair seems frizzy, my eyes to almond and a boring gray color, and my clothes? Bland.
When i'm one on one with someone, we have a great time, but it seems like when my sister walks in the room, everyone seems to forget I'm there. What frusterates me about her is she always complains about how fat she is to me when she is obviously skinnier to me. You just don't do that. She might as well call me a fat ass.
It seems like all of my ex's always like her after they are done with me. I feel like a over used paper sack.
I'm average weight, but when i look the mirror i just look...gross. When i look in the mirror, i look gross. I feel so gross sometimes i want t throw up, and the only reason i don't gag myself is because i know it won't make me feel any better.
I don't know what to do. Fake being someone i'm not like my sister does? I mean it works for her. I feel so bad all the time. How do i boost my confidence??
Anyway, its like...I get compliments a lot on my eyes, hair, and my clothes almost everyday, but when i look at myself in the mirror i just don't see it. All i can focus on is my nose, which seems way to large for my face, even though no one tells me it. My hair seems frizzy, my eyes to almond and a boring gray color, and my clothes? Bland.
When i'm one on one with someone, we have a great time, but it seems like when my sister walks in the room, everyone seems to forget I'm there. What frusterates me about her is she always complains about how fat she is to me when she is obviously skinnier to me. You just don't do that. She might as well call me a fat ass.
It seems like all of my ex's always like her after they are done with me. I feel like a over used paper sack.
I'm average weight, but when i look the mirror i just look...gross. When i look in the mirror, i look gross. I feel so gross sometimes i want t throw up, and the only reason i don't gag myself is because i know it won't make me feel any better.
I don't know what to do. Fake being someone i'm not like my sister does? I mean it works for her. I feel so bad all the time. How do i boost my confidence??