Why do i feel like i have every mental illness?

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Aaron

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Long story short i smoked weed about seven times in my life, the last time snapped me into this mental state, I smoked that night i was just sitting there then my brother and Friend went outside and i got scared like i was going to get caught by my grandparents so i acted like i was sleeping inside my coat so if they came they would not ask anything but just think im sleeping, after that my brother and Friendcame back and we went to bed. The next morning i felt dreamy like i was spacy or something,Oh yah and in the middle of this all i found out my girlfreind liked my brother, it killed me i was so hurt and sad and she dident help me so i felt so so sad i just dident know why this had to happin to me i cryed alot and got mad alot. I soon looked up on the internet and from people to believe or think im suffering from depersonalization. its where you feel out of reility or just weird i guess. I also have symptoms for like every mental illness... they all have half of the same stuff, like depression, anxiety, pychosis, parania, skyzoprenia. Hopefully im having weed withdrawal symptoms or symptoms of it leaving my body. I get scared thinking i might have these disorders because i cant really tell. i can tell you that i dont feel like myself its sad, im really emotional towards my girlfreind and i cry pretty easy, i thought about whats the point of life and i wish i could die sometimes and still go to heaven. because i feel ill never go out of this state of mind. I JUST DONT FEEL LIKE ME! i dont know whats wrong i came here to ask you guys what is wrong with me? do you think?

Depersonalization?
Depression?
Paranioa?
Pychosis?
Skyzophenia?
Anxiety?

Im clueless but something isnt right, it makes me really sad, i can still do normal stuff and i dont see or hear hullusinations. im not scared to go inpublic or talk to people. or to drive.
 
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