why do i feel leftout in my university?

italian pricess

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Hi guys,
I am 19 , first year of university.Although i was suppose to strt last yr, but i couldn't cuz of my bad attitude towards my studies.So finally, i got strt in sept.Its been a week. I am not liking my uni i feel so left out and awkward.I have 4 hrs break between two of classes ( 3 times in a week). Dunt understand any shitty lectures cuz of having 500 apprx kid in 1 class. I think i am gonna fail big time :( rather then concentrating on my studies i always think what to wear tommarow; about makeup; guys in the class etc. My parents have their dreams bonded to me they payed approx 3 grand on my 1st uni semester. I am on stupid path again caring bout my outfit, weight, hair andprocrastinatingg in my work.dunt feel like studying , not working, wasting money on brand names, tryin to look good in frnt of blonde chicks.Why? am i so stupid???? jeezz help me guys.. i am thinking sick , my boat is sinking.. plz rescue me
 
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