Hey, well I am in a relationship and well when I feel we get quiet around one another or that the mood was ruin, I blame myself and usually I end up arguing that its all my fault and to be honest I do think its me.
Usually I tell my boyfriend that I don't deserve him and that he could find a much better girl to be with. I also say sorry every time I cry at anything, but that is something I would say to anyone if I am crying around them. And I think I make him mad when I ask why he believes/says that 'everything is okay' because I don't like that he says it just is okay.. and really I know he isn't that well about explaining sometimes because I make him upset with me being upset.
So all I feel like doing to saying sorry, and he hates that, and I feel like I can never make him happy but he tells me I do.. So I don't know.. Of course I believe that he believes its okay. But I never feel its okay.. I feel like a horrible girlfriend, and I tell him that more and more lately..
Why do I always blame myself..?
Usually I tell my boyfriend that I don't deserve him and that he could find a much better girl to be with. I also say sorry every time I cry at anything, but that is something I would say to anyone if I am crying around them. And I think I make him mad when I ask why he believes/says that 'everything is okay' because I don't like that he says it just is okay.. and really I know he isn't that well about explaining sometimes because I make him upset with me being upset.
So all I feel like doing to saying sorry, and he hates that, and I feel like I can never make him happy but he tells me I do.. So I don't know.. Of course I believe that he believes its okay. But I never feel its okay.. I feel like a horrible girlfriend, and I tell him that more and more lately..
Why do I always blame myself..?