Why did this happen it's weird?

[Jessie G]

okay i really liked this one guy who seemed perfect but he was obsessed with this other girl who was really pretty and the nicest person ever so i didnt stand a chance and i was kinda sad about it because i liked him sooo much and he really hot and easy to talk to, so i was like "i cant wait until i meet another guy i like so i can get over him" and i met this guy for the first time and i talked to him for a while and i was just instantly attracted when i first started talking to him and i was thinking about him a lot...but then i talked to him again like a week later and i felt nothing honestly, he's alright but i dont feel any attraction to him which was so disappointing, i dont know what happened. i just want to find another guy i like so i can get over the other guy but honestly i dont think anyone better is out there...the other guy was sooo good looking and nice and he was really smart...and not a stoner or anything...ughh im just hoping that i will find someone like him eventually who is just wonderful but it might never happen i think im just gonna die old and lonely because not that many guys like him are out there