Why did I always feel sick while dating my ex? Even now that it's over, I...

Lost Highway

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...feel sick when I talk to him? It can't be good. He strung me along for 8 months before we started dating, and he knew how I felt about him. Whenever something was on my mind or I was unhappy, I would just keep my mouth shut because I liked him so much. But when I did need to tell him something, I would be literally SHAKING and I felt like I was going to puke. My friend told me this was because I know he would just walk away, and he took me being nice to him as an advantage to hurt me.

He broke up with me in September, even after I gave him a second chance. He knows EXACTLY how I feel about him. Why would he try to hurt me? Even now that we're not together, if we're sending messages to each other on Facebook, I start shaking and feel sick to my stomach. How does he still have the power to do this to me, even though we aren't together?

We're both 19. He was my first boyfriend and I'm not over him (if you couldn't tell)
 
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