I was in love with a guy who wouldnt let himself have feelings for me because I hurt him before..i still love him, and I swear hes gotta have some kinda feelings for me because we hadn't even spoken in over a month and he noticed that I deleted him from my friends on facebook, then the next day he deleted his whole facebook. I was also in a shortlived relationship and had changed my status, coincidentally he changed his to in a rela not even an hour after.(this was before he deleted his fb) a few months ago he told me he thought about us for months and months although he said he resists it. The thing is like I said I still love him and havent seen him in 7 months
and now I'm emotionally detached.. I feel nothing for anyone, I dont cry anymore or anything. Is this just a phase that will pass as I'm only 20? I feel like ill never feel anything for anyone else because I can't help to compare every guy to him, he was the love of my life.. As cliche as that sounds haha
